Friday, October 15, 2010

I'm with you I lost my girlfriend in the first 2 years when the awareness

 It was difficult for me to be where I often go to Wang to play with him to talk and talk about learning what to send my lovelorn pain, can not last he married quarters moved from single to In this time you show up and see you when Wen Wen yea, the look is also quite handsome, a very sober, not that they did not steady playful. I remember our first talk, as if I play the game in the quarters to see you come, you ask me what you play, I said to play Red Alert. You for a moment you left. Later times we touched a few times in the corridor, the relative smile. One time I went to Xiao Wu, he is not, come back to see you in the house listening to music, I said: do it, you say: okay listening to music that, to come Xie Hui. I entered your house. Once seated you give me a cigarette, and gave my point, I saw a fungus smoke, I jokingly said: This smoke is not good, you say: how, I said: spermicidal Yeah, ha ha. You smiled and said; Ai no money to deal with deal with it, blind and pumping it ha ha, our relative smiled. Pop radio caught my issue, I said: you like music, you say: Look, nothing to do blind listening to play it, you had it. I said: I like music. I asked where you are, you said: Hengshui, and you had it. I say the city. I say you are you said that the workshop is the second workshop, the workshop asked me I said that the main workshop, and then we talked a lot, so we have to know. May at first did not know each other, on the other side has a freshness, but also want to know each other, so more than words. And now our words pitiful, maybe we know each other too much of it, nor a new topic to be said, has become now the same again.

Do you remember how we eat with it?

I remember the first time we chat in your house after a few days you come to my house to play, we talked a lot, forget the time a look to the dinner table all the time, I said do not go we have dinner together, you say OK, that we drink, we laugh with each other. You buy the wine, I bought a dish and steamed bread. That day I had fried food, we began to start and eat it, when you eat a mouthful, that's good good good to eat fried, I have to say the United States Zai Zai: That's my white school cook, I also do pasta, You said in that school, I say tiger vibration technical school in Baoding, you laughed and said do not blame the good that I say good I can give you to show off, how we laughed again. Drink one you said, I said I can drink no, you said nothing. Hell glad that today I would like to know you are glad I opened to, and you drink, drink while we spoke, I said do you cook, you say: I do not cook, I and my sister bought them a meal or a the food, rarely cook their own food, too troublesome, I laughed and said do not do it, cook their own food unpalatable, watch you smile Hey hey bow blushed not say anything, and I smiled. Later, I said nothing to me, really, I also do not intend to eat a food they have taste, you do not say anything in relation to my smile, I'm afraid you and I am sorry I said Wang Xiao Wu, a food that they often have Leong Che when they come to me to eat it, I used to house 小朱 and I together for dinner, I cook his dishes quite good. You're smile, we spent talking and laughing in the first time in a pleasant dinner.

later called a few times you did not come, I will always call you, in my convincing the next you're here, we eat together, then How happy we talking and laughing, I do rice dishes and more you open Hing Yeah, sometimes you have to do nothing I did not care, I do not say anything, there is a yin Lee how do you say I would not let him go then you may also cook and wash dishes, He does not clean up after eating these days, I say nothing I do not have tired to laugh it off.

you first see if you can, every time you go there, I not only cook but also dishes that you never help, which I have nothing, but you have to dig at me every time, not to say come to my Cengfan is none, not that I cook unpalatable, as if I did not eat you this to beg for food to come. My heart is really tough, I do not know why you do this to me, if it is not a joke on someone after this,UGG bailey button, it will hurt feelings.

you remember us playing 'learning' amused by it?

I remember us playing computer games, play with, you will not, I'll tell you how to play, teach you to play, and you for a moment and started to play, I'm with you to teach you, but you're better than I was stupid, teach you a long time you can not learn will, I am straight stomp the gas, the old calling you, how are you scratching your head, a smile began to play Hey hey, I can laugh and cry, I said I was stupid enough to think you're better than I did stupid, hey. I did not expect the past few days, you are better than I play, I said: you guys are cattle, you (*^__^*) hee hee ... ... smile said: It seems that you are stupid than I am you? I always want to tell you the gas dispute the computer to play. You learn things very slow kid, but you have wayward, but also patience, than I am. I admire you that comparison. Also more appreciate you. Do you remember the word that we practice five strokes up when I said: I do not buy a computer is important to learn a lot just to play, what I ask you graduate, you said you did not complete a junior high school drop out, I say you do No, you look at society today is impossible without culture, culture of human stem Qing Qian are living, no culture, there are dirty, dry and tired of living, and I do not say secondary school that was not OK with you, must have a cultural or skill yeah, now have paper products to find a job, no appointment could not find the text a good job, I did not learn something that matters to the king, I also intend that on the night schools, you see, I'm fine also Wubi it again and again, and good that online learning anything. You listened and said: I'm afraid I can not learn, and I said nothing to teach you that you and a science, as this is the night we talked, and talked a lot, then you told me five strokes school, said school Wubi it is that I do not like you, you remember, when I grew up there to the copybook Zhao, we practice together with the back, every time you turn on the computer while we were on my side of the practice, until I got to sleep late at night, Sometimes you've got it back in bed Wubi copybook that, the king personally see next May, when soil is dry two-inch rain ... ... when you forget to remind you that when I was around a few words,UGG boots, sometimes our side to downtown side of the back, that we lay in bed, I hear you back, you are carrying fast asleep behind my back, you suddenly put the smelly feet in front of my nose or I sleep, I saw that kiss stinks your athlete's foot, I smell you and you hit downtown, then you also put my smelly feet pressing upon me, and I laughed and said roll to take away your smelly feet crushing me, and you smile Hey hey , the gas I do not sleep, but you do not cut my sleep sleepy. May I trouble you, but you fall asleep and dead pigs, as you can, I can not. You wake up the next day I started five strokes back to death trapped, and finally you will be back but I will not back. Fooling around in the increase in our feelings, and I also lost his girlfriend, in which you get some joy and warmth. I am really happy with you. We are sometimes under the following five children, play chess. We still tied the next backgammon, chess can say you're no good, will do that for several years I played, you still can not learn and understand the truth of which can not.

it is the love you are a quiet person, I'll die, quiet a long time, I bored. Do you remember the first time you and I go fishing?

fishing makes you very unhappy that it, its that you do not say that I know. You know, I like wear a cycle you feel really comfortable beautiful. That you say we go fishing, I said okay, we both ride son, I take you you that the rod we went to the North Second Ring Road, on the road you took my feet standing on the shoulder or car Crimping on the hands of my shoulder, the old move me, I ride a flash a flash of a smile that I do not move do not move through a break, and you laugh out loud. That is really how you feel with comfortable beautiful and happy ... ... when we get to the fishing place, you went to the river that start with dried fish, I put the car to go around you ask you have fish? You did not know to catch fish to see. I see you catch fish on your side, but such a long time not seen the fish come up, I said impatiently, another place to catch it, no fish. You do not say anything yet to catch, I have waited a little, or no fish, I said one place to another bar, shouting at my reluctance to change in your various places, but still did not catch on, but you are to yourself, I die, I said bad weather could not fish, I have said a lot of back trouble, you are angry, they say go, I see you unhappy people say that we go river fishing it, you did not say anything, I went to the people with you river fishing, but he did not, I have complained to open your upset that you go, I'll catch, I look at the table Yishi 12 more, I said Forget I buy a meal you catch it, you say OK, what did I say eat, you say casually, and I saw a barbecue there, I said, barbecue it, you say OK, I'll buy a barbecue. Bought a barbecue back when I bought two bottles of beer. When I bought back when you're still fishing, I say eat, you say wait, I waited almost cool barbecue you're still fishing. I say eat all you're not cool, and I Old Cui you, you reluctantly receive the fishing rod and I started to eat,Discount UGG boots, but you eat very little, I said, ah otherwise eat more cold not tasty can you still eat very little the last left a lot, then we came back, you are not happy that day, I know, but I really do not quiet down,UGG boots cheap, please forgive me, I did not mean to.

you remember us sleep? This is also the main reason you left me now, which I regret I am sorry for your place. I remember when we chatted in the dormitory of a long, long time, are you still talking that night, I said you do not go out, in this sleep, did not reject you, I'm in my bed you小朱 bed, and finally we went to bed 小朱 occurred between men and men do. Later, I thought I do not know how uncomfortable, how do I, and you do that, and I castigated himself a jerk, is not a human animal, the next day to get up, you did not say anything, I said nothing. You do not go for a few days, I was hurt, curse they are not people, even animals do not like. Afraid to face you, do not say that. After a few days, you come to me to play, you do not say that I do not mention something, we chat play games, to sleepy sleep at night I said, you said Oh, do not go, I do not say let you go, I said I'm sleepy I sleep, you play with the computer that you first go to sleep, I will sleep. I had to undress and sleep; asleep asleep you have got into my sleeping in bed, I did not hole the sound did not move, we are back to back to sleep, sleep at night you touch me I'm scared I'm done with pro- say anything, I opened my eyes to see you but you eyes closed, I do not move, a short while you climb down does not move, I did not pit the sound of waking up the next day we hugged. I woke up to see you fall asleep I have not told you from the bed first, and then be called you to get up.

Since then we often go to bed, I kissed you move you, but you would not move, I do not know why, sometimes I curse the day you say it, but you seem to know something is unknown said. But you still come to me at night to sleep. So I found myself in love with you. I feel very happy and very comfortable with you very happy. But I do not know you like me, remember one time, someone introduced me to an object, I told you, you seem unhappy, say go, I think because my aunt introduced me to find someone so ... ... I said no I'll be right back, but I came back you were not there, I looking for you everywhere, you will not, and then I went to your objects you there, when I was hurt. I remember once I told you, do not get married every day and more than okay with you, but you have to buy a house you smoke a bar I tell you. At that time I had no money to buy a house I do not have to be you, but I really want to if I have a house with more than okay, we'll be ... ... hey. Do you remember your mother brought you to your sister that you object, then you always do not go in me, I said you to chat with your object it, you always go, I let you go hard, I too much of your event, actually, my heart does not want you to go. Another time we ride out to play, you always call me sucker parade smile, and I call you sucker parade, you swore at me and said: you were gay, and I call you, I'm gay you also, I would like to gay bars and gay with you does not matter. Every day we always together, always happy, can not last, once you go to your objects that play, I'm waiting for you at the hostel two days back, the kind of hard to be a long wait really, can you come back saying I have to go to your object to work there, when I was hurt do not want to let you go, can I not afford to get you a good job, I did not say anything, I want you to stay more to me did not work I support you may still did not say, you do not say anything after a few days left, I was really hard to be very sad, I miss you every day, every day, write a letter to your original character is still on the wall engraved with a , counting the days you do not, sometimes you want it to use the needle to break the fingers to write to your word, a full fifteen days, I really think you go to your sister that went to the address you also I would like to bring your letter. Let you know my heart. House to see you I want you dared to do. But in the end you have ... ... In order for you to learn the techniques that I can help you to learn a good haircut, so later we are still together. Then you come back again I'd love you, and you do something that makes you find that you are very angry ... very tough ... I am not a person is guilty even animals do not like. I do not know why I do this to you, I ... ... I really love you.

Do you remember when you had a serious illness it?

one time I want you, go to the store you work to find you, but you were not asked them, you go home, and I do not know why you go home, go to your sister that you ask home phone, to call you, ask you how, you do not say that I was in a hurry, and then I you are sick, but I do not know what disease you are born, that I do not know how good every night You pray to heaven, how are you up. Sometimes pray to God and to me your pain and let Hi together, if God let me use my life to change your health and I wish, I swear I pray, every day. Later, I too would like you to leave your home to find you, still your home for two days, but you say that at night if I do not like, I am sad to leave the next morning, but I Or pray for you every day, so ill to me, let your health up. But you never did tell me what disease you are born, and now I do not know. Finally one day I'm really sick, and incredibly painful, I think God finally gave me the pain, let it for you. When you see me, with me, I'm really happy, very happy. I think Henzhi Zu, even if I die, I am willing.

then you get married, I did not go, I dare not go, I'm afraid I can not stand. At that time, I think, as long as you put me on your family and loved ones in addition to the hearts of the third on the line, I do not ask anything as long as the third in your mind to it. I will continue waiting in silence until death. I have been doing the past few years, the family introduced me to the object that I can not be rejected rejected back to see a few faces I'm gone, I do not know why I may not feel it. Because my heart is in You. I always remember your birthday every year, and sometimes buy a birthday present back to you, but you know my birthday? ? ? Every time I think of you I see you, and sometimes I go to the more restrained me not to go, fear of affecting your life. You can always upset every time I go to pay any attention to me, do not talk to me. I feel ill. Your wife baby I wanted to cook you do that to you, we talk, talk, enough for me, but you always go fishing, simply ignore me, we increasingly less so, simply and strangers. At the last time I went to you that, you damage me and said I own for smart, self-righteous. At that time my heart hurts really hurts to eat food, spit, and came back I did not sleep all night, I think the night, to recognize that we all want to present all of the side, I finally decided to write out to be a must. Since then we have not anything to do. No matter how you call me that I was gay Ye Hao, metamorphosis, but for me never leave your sight no longer meet. I am not worthy to be your friend, because I have hurt you I do not want to hurt you, I better stay away from you, so you will be very stable.

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